There is so much to be happy about

I have never been so happy in my life as much as I am now.

It’s not like I am partying all day, found my perfect love or getting really awesome marks. It’s just that I see my goal, like I never have before.

People around me are crying due to breakups but all I think about is when will I go to the gym next. I find it extremely funny that at this age, in a very short span of time, how can one get attached to someone so badly? How can you really be happy when you see your happiness in others and not yourself?  

Your life doesn't have to perfect. Your attitude towards it should be. Because no matter what you do, there will always be 2 people who will love you more than you can love yourself. And you will always have 3 people you can call friends.  And you will always have yourself.

I just started college. After literally spending 3 years in a boarding school which was like a jail, this kind of freedom was very unusual for me. The maths of the HSC board is crazy difficult, just bounces above my head. I barely get time to go to the gym, which has lately been the love of my life. But I still don't want to complain. 

I meet new people every day. I work hard every day and my passion for working out only increases. There is nothing more satisfying than discovering your passion. 

After my board exams I got an eight months vacation. Sometimes I look back and regret because in all that time, I didn't do anything concrete. But sometimes I don't. 

I feel like Buddha who achieved enlightenment. Nothing much really matters to me except being happy and satisfied. I have got all the 'answers'. I have got all I wanted.

Many of you won't be able to relate to me. Or think I am such a philosophical fool.  

I got this random fit to write all of this down!